Monday, 26 January 2015

The Day Before Next Year

For last year's words belong to last year's language, and next year's words await another voice.
- T.S. Eliot

Knee deep in the New Year and I feel like I'm only just catching up.

Towards the end of last year, I kept myself tied together with fraying knots and anxious tension. The holidays came and I blew towards them, ready to collapse and cry and breathe. Instead, I found myself feeling numb. Not in a bad way, but in a way I did not recognise of myself.

The knots loosened but stayed fastened, regardless of the wine, and worried looks and wringed hands. I looked at the day before next year as my opportunity to sink the year that nearly sank me. When it arrived so swiftly, I surprised myself by stepping back.

The freedom of no direction sometimes confuses itself with the fear of no purpose. I am the person who longs to be moored, to know my place, my intention. I know I am willing myself to move on but something tells me I haven't learned the last of my lessons from 2014.

New Year's resolutions don't always have to be about not being good enough as you are. They're a checkpoint - pause, take stock and reflect on what we value most. This year, I'm taking an extra breath, pulling ashore and listening for this year's voice to call.

I'm wading aimlessly, cautiously into 2015. Waiting until my unconventional New Year springs itself on me and launches me passionately to new destinations.


Closing 2014

It's been a loud year, and I really need the quiet.

Sunday, 23 November 2014

More than anything else.


"You’ll need coffee shops and sunsets and road trips. Airplanes and passports and new songs and old songs, but people more than anything else. You will need other people and you will need to be that other person to someone else, a living breathing screaming invitation to believe better things.”

>> Photo Journal: Community is.

Mayindo, Kitoola, Buikwe, Mukono - Uganda.

















Thursday, 31 July 2014

I.

I write to bounce from experience to experience with wisdom plotted at each point.
I write to bridge the gaps between my mind and the minds I want to connect with.

I write to warm the rushing void when love arrives and then leaves again.

I write to remind me of the truths that are easily comprehended and as easily ignored.


Thursday, 17 July 2014

>> Photo Journal: Stateside in Springtime

Warning: this post contains a heavy dose of amazing street art from New York. I love the way it punctuates any old walking route with colour and beautiful reminders. Each walking journey is a series of phrases - full stop, pause, breathe, absorb, continue.






























Wednesday, 9 July 2014

The Weight of Water

Photo credit: P Shum, Uganda
A thick bubble swells in my chest when I think of the weight of water. For a family in Lemolo, Kenya, there's a crushing lack of access to clean water. When you are denied the most basic of life-sustaining resources, every new day is the same old struggle - calculating each drop of water needed for your family and the arduous journey to the nearest source to collect it and carry it home. It is exhausting, painful and time-consuming. In many communities, women will spend more time walking for water than anything else in their life.

A nearby river is the village's main water source, and this water is not necessarily clean, safe or constant. The journey itself takes two and a half hours - each way. On average, each family makes two trips a day to meet their water needs.

Climate change threatens longer and more frequent droughts in an already dry environment, making collecting water from the shrunken river even more difficult. When it does arrive, rain - instead of being a welcome relief - introduces a new fear: sickness. Heavy raindrops stir up sediment from the river bed, unfiltered and undrinkable. Farm waste and chemicals runs off the land, into the water source and bit by bit into food, and the mouths of families and children.

The responsibility to walk for water falls to children, particularly girls, at a young age - providing for your family starts when you can carry a jerry can of water back along the dusty paths. School becomes a distraction from the things you need to do to help support your family. It's estimated that 400 million children have their access to education interrupted by a lack of clean water.

There are no instant answers or fixes in an isolated and under-resourced community like Lemolo. The residents here were allocated land by the government and it's a far cry from their home in the Mau Forest. Growing up in the fertile, forested lands, which is also the largest water catchment area in Kenya, life was deeply intertwined with its natural habitat - the environment provides and the people respect that.

After being pushed from their homes in the Mau Forest, nearly six years of homelessness in an IDP camp and a turn in Kenyan bureaucracy, an entire community was transplanted to an alien landscape and climate. Lemolo is a dry stretch of uneven land at the end of a dirt road that is more potholes and ditches than anything else.

A lack of water constrains the growth and development of a village. It keeps families apart for hours each day during the journey to fetch something that runs freely and instantly out of my tap. Water is a new community's symbol of progress. It can mean education, nutrition, health, and an independence that comes from being able to live off the land. When sourcing water takes ten of your family's waking hours, the need will always outweigh the means.

So we, ten trekkers from seven countries, aimed to lighten the load, carrying the challenges of the 39 million people in Kenya who don't have access to clean water with us to Mt Kilimanjaro. Now, instead of following mountain trails, we are tracking the progress of a water project that will benefit 750 families in Lemolo.

Beyond the instant relief of water, the impact of this project goes deeper. Each donation we received will at least triple in its worth - for every $1 invested into safe drinking water, the estimated return for the community is between $3 - $34, thanks to improved education, lower healthcare costs and the ability to start earning an income.

There will be challenges along the way for Lemolo, but these will be taken in stride knowing that a stable, thriving life lies ahead for a community that has hung in uncertainty for so long. With less time fetching water and more time with the people they love, the focus for Lemolo can now be on living and making a life, instead of staying alive.

When I think of trekking Mt Kilimanjaro and the impact that journey had on me, this is the story I want to tell.

The results of a similar water project we funded in 2013 nearby at Giwa Farm.

Tuesday, 1 July 2014

The last 24 >> The dreaded return

I realize I never posted on my Mt Kilimanjaro hike - I promise I'm almost there committing the words to paper. Some of the details are a bit hazy due to altitude sickness so it's coming.

But on another note, I've been on two trips since then - the USA and Uganda. 24 hours ago, I returned home from Uganda and the reality is sinking in that I don't have another trip planned on the horizon. My usual post travel blues recovery is to plan and book another trip, but this one might have to wait.

I'm working through my photos and some blog post ideas, so hold tight.


Thursday, 27 March 2014

Your story about money (Seth Godin)

Came across this today and couldn't resist posting. I know it's not travel related but in my job as a non-profit employee, money is the all important factor - never enough, and never with us for long.

Your story about money - Seth Godin

Is a story. About money.

Money isn't real. It's a method of exchange, a unit we exchange for something we actually need or value. It has worth because we agree it has worth, because we agree what it can be exchanged for.

But there's something far more powerful going on here.

We don't actually agree, because each person's valuation of money is based on the stories we tell ourselves about it.

Our bank balance is merely a number, bits represented on a screen, but it's also a signal and symptom. We tell ourselves a story about how we got that money, what it says about us, what we're going to do with it and how other people judge us. We tell ourselves a story about how that might grow, and more vividly, how that money might disappear or shrink or be taken away.

And those stories, those very powerful unstated stories, impact the narrative of just about everything else we do.

So yes, there's money. But before there's money, there's a story. It turns out that once you change the story, the money changes too.

Monday, 17 March 2014

>> Photo Journal: Grueling, beautiful mountain









I haven't written about my trip up Mt Kilimanjaro yet. I'm not quite sure I'm ready for the cathartic process yet - there will be tears.

Until the words come forward by themselves, here's the beauty of that upward journey.





Sunday, 16 March 2014

Seeya Cyclone Lusi

Supposedly there's a cyclone in town? Nothing like the smell of fresh rain on the pavement.

Happy Monday. 


Friday, 31 January 2014

The last 24 >> Things I learned from George the taxi driver

1. Having one eye definitely does not stop you from having a profession that relies on driving in Kenya. 

2. George doesn't like using indicators. Hazard lights for all occasions are best.
"Doesn't that get confusing in a busy place like Nairobi?" 
"You indicate, people don't take notice. You put on hazards, people are like 'whoa, something wrong' and stop."

3. If George puts his seatbelt on, you damn well should too.






Monday, 13 January 2014

Another year, another mountain

It's just over two weeks until I head away on my next adventure, and it couldn't come soon enough. It's been nearly 8 months since I was last overseas, and I'm starting to get that hot itch under foot again.

I'm off to summit Mt Kilimanjaro in 7 days via the Rongai Route with a group of 10, escorted by a local Tanzanian trekking company. Our team has been fundraising to put water infrastructure into a former IDP camp - now two resettled eco-villages outside of Nairobi - to bring clean water to over 700 families.


On February 9th, I will (hopefully) be standing at Uhuru Peak next to ice cliffs, watching the sunrise over Tanzanian farmland. It's been a while since I've wandered the mountains, and I can't wait to feel that low-oxygen, high-altitude burn in my lungs and legs again.

Like a good camp scout, I've spent this evening pouring over online shopping websites, looking to complete my packing list. Navigating the tricky world of outdoor wear, I've come across a few gems...


I'm sorry, but knee warmers...? What you actually need are these things called pants.

No amount of money could make me get on the bottom bunk of this stretcher.

Tuesday, 1 October 2013

The Story of the Cows


I’ve always felt the countryside is the type of place to appreciate from my car window, watching the green roll out in front of me at a safe distance. Likewise, I’ve never had much affection for livestock and, in particular, cows - due to their large size, they kind of freak me out.


So you can imagine my face when I was told one of my days in Uganda would be spent visiting cows - cows! Looking. At. Cows. Not only do I not want to get up close and personal with the bovine species, but even if I did, there is ample opportunity to do so right here in New Zealand from behind some very sturdy fencing.


Naturally, for this part of the trip, my expectations were pretty low. I couldn’t fathom how I could pass a day looking at cows.


To give some background, these are special cows. They were a partnership between a New Zealand and a Ugandan organization looking to find an empowering solution to generate income for rural women who need to support themselves and their family. The ladies need cows, they tell us. For milking, for breeding, for fertilising their small plots of farmland.


Cows? We can do that. The funds were slowly raised, particularly as a law change in Rwanda increased the cost of cows by almost a fifth practically overnight. 8 pregnant heifers were purchased and delivered to the village. The women of the cooperative decide together who receives each cow, along with education on cow rearing, fencing and feed, with the first born calf being returned to the group to be passed onto another woman and her family.


Setting out for the day, our local representative, Leslie, tells us a bit more about what it means to own a cow, particularly for a woman. These women are married but effectively raise their children alone - their husbands are very inspecifically “elsewhere”, we are told. The village is close-knit and the women support each other, but they needed a way of earning an income. Having ownership over an asset, such as a cow, is not only a way to support themselves, but a huge step in terms of the empowerment of these women.


Our little cruiser van turns off with no warning and chugs up a dirt path - actually, I’m not convinced it was a path before we forged our way through the bushes, branches stretching, creaking and landing with a thick “thhhwack” on the windscreen. I don’t think this small, rural village somewhere between Kampala and Jinja ever has visits from large motor vehicles.


I’m not sure if it was the anticipation or the fact that the van was swaying over the edge of a rather sticky looking ditch, but the chatter in the van was silent. Faintly, over the revving of the engine, we hear calling.


“They know we’re coming” says Leslie, with a smirk.


“Ayiyiyiyiyiyiyiyiyiyi!”


We stepped out of the bus and into the arms of Kitoola, a little village very focused on its community efforts, but at this moment, very focused on us. This felt like the type of welcome usually reserved for old friends or returning family. The singing, the chanting, the dancing all continued - there was an energy bouncing between these women that swallowed us in.


Pulled in by the crook of an elbow and a bright smile, we were taken between stretches of the village, to the first cow. The singing stops abruptly and a woman steps forward and stands next to her cow. Four words. “This is my cow”. The Kitoola women around us erupt in applause and laughter.


Each cow looked much the same, but each woman stood proud and told us how she cares for her cow and what it means to her - these explanations are translated to us from Luganda to English. Every time, the reaction of pure unbounded happiness from the women is the same.


Despite not knowing us, the village welcomed us before they even saw us. These women wanted to share with us what we had shared with them. So, I threw my dislike of all things “farm” aside and listened.


I heard stories of context - not just what these cows will provide for these women in terms of goods or dollar amounts, but how this is impacting their life and the life of their family.


I heard about the first cow giving birth - it was the middle of the night, and yet the women of the co-op gathered themselves together, running through the village to watch, to help and to celebrate the first calf for their group. A sign that this project had leapt to self-sufficiency and will continue to provide for the community.


I heard songs of gratitude and laughter rippling with pure joy.


By the end of the day, we were dancing with them and felt a heaviness empty out of our bones. Children sat cross-legged on the floor, in fits of laughter at the “mzungus” attempting the Ugandan hip-swaying rhythm. You’d think maintaining this level of excitement (and physical exertion) would be exhausting, but if anything, the energy only multiplied as the afternoon burned on.


From what I know about the disposition of Ugandan people, these women were happy and joyful before we came, before the cows. Their happiness is not what is remarkable. But that day, they chose to share this happiness with us as strangers and let us carry it home.

Women's Co-operative meeting - Kitoola, Uganda

Monday, 26 August 2013

>> Photo Journal: Base Campin' in Nepal

Growing up in New Zealand, I'm pretty spoilt for amazing scenery - mountains, beaches, forests, lakes and pastures. But I've never seen anything like the contrast between the rusty reds and browns of Nepal's urban areas and the bright blues and greens when you leave the city and hit the trails. 

Yes, the Mt Everest Base Camp trek can be overrun with tourists at times, and you can see the commercialism seeping over the trails - but there's a reason it's so popular. For me, Base Camp itself wasn't the big winner, it was Kala Patthar - you can read about that here.

Apologies for the lack of photos involving people - definitely not my strong suit. Panoramic shots galore, enjoy.

Red saris at Pashupatinath Temple, Teej Festival (for women).
Pashupatinath Temple, Kathmandu.

Runway at Lukla Airport - world's most dangerous airport. This baby drops right off a cliff. Credit: L Laurie
Lukla Airport.


The first view of Everest.










From Kala Patthar (highest point  5,500m)
Almost looks good enough to swim - glacial beach style.
Sunrise from behind Mt Everest.
Rock cairn.
Pokhara - lakeside.